(: i l0vee youus <33

2005-08-23T14:21:00.000+08:00

lalala look at the DIGS hahah so cute what are digs anyway-im totally at rs now supp. to be doing rs but im so not(: lol antm was so good last night,full of ~~bitchiness~~(: and the girl with the baby got voted out.i think that the shy girl with blonde hair is way pretty(:

2005-08-22T13:23:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in how long(: theres like so many pts-i HATEhate zheng he.like how spastic!anyway todays a holiday yayness(:

2005-08-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

the history test was okay i guess(: but my answers were all crap.heehe.(: im using my brothers overheating laptop now cos my fricking coms still spoilt ):

MARCUS IS SPASTIC(: so there.hahaha(: oh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE
much love on your birthday and i hope i can make it for the dinner thing!love you LOADS(: stay prettyfunkycute.

2005-08-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

oh no my whole freaking post got deleted again): uhm HISTORY TEST tomorrow im so gonna fail ): but at least it isnt as bad as the math test we're gonna have on thursday.i dont understand whats going on in math ): sighsigh.

today was kinda slack cos we have some old guy as a chinese teacher who doesnt really know ~~or care~~ whats going on.and the only other real classes were math and english(: but its kinda hard to understand math or wdv.

i just realized my hands are really dry): hmmm hahah.
tags in pink today(:
diane`hey darling(: you've like NEVER TAGGED MY BLOG.i didnt even know you knew it!haha anyway how was psle oral(:

claudds` i messaged you twice darling(: maybe my phones screwed up?or maybe yours.haha.reply dear!!!(:

clare` uhm.haha.is pranking people really that fun?hahaa doesnt it get boring after a while & oh yeah whyd you call me in school(:

fangyi` HEY dear.its okay(: hahha you tagged during compstuds DIDNT YOU.*hystericalfit remember me tdae!

hwee` SO ARE YOU OKAY OR NOT(: <33

becky` i tagged already darling(: go see!haha ray forgot hazels bdae.

mabel` HIHI.*waves frantically.LOVE YOU (:

during english lucy&limhui were telling me jokes until i went hysterical with laughter(: haha then i got a headache after my laughing fit which went on for like ten minutes.loll.[btw they have lots of ~~sick~~ jokes >< hahah]

im not emotionallyattached to my phone anymore(: wheee.and i want coffee ice cream now since my mom just went to buy from haagendaas -however you spell it.YAYY(:

[you dont hear me/and i dont understand/when i reach out/why i dont find your hand]]-ohmygosh i love something i never had by lindsay lohan(: my whole post looks like dam pink now(:

2005-08-18T09:57:00.000+08:00

i sprained my ankle ):
GOOD LUCK for exams everyone(: and tag my tagboard if not its like,DEAD.

2005-08-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

BLOGGING SPREE(:
and why am i blogging,when i so havent finished my homework.SPIDERMAN FANGYI.~~HELPHELPHELP~~.
im so dieded after tennis.

>< WAAAA everyones going for the fricking masters cup and leaving me HERE. ): sniffs.ill be like so dam lonely.

[so you tell me to make up my mind properly if not i'd be doing something i never wanna do.but i cant, its fricking hard.im afraid of ~~losing~~ one.]-to my tripp darling.

ohmygosh its AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL.

2005-08-15T15:30:00.000+08:00

*squeals isnt the little baby cute(: haha link clare!!(: haha yayy.oh no i havent done any homework since ive gotten home ): slack.

our new chem teacher is uhm.UHM.at least she isnt boring or whatever but shes scary.and she like walks upanddown instead of staying behind the teachers bench ~~where she should belong~~ and she does this ~~funny~~ weird catwalk/twist sharp turn thingy.

FANGYI I NEED HELP WITH THE SPIDERMAN THING.

tags(:
claudds;hey dear naughty arent you(: i relinked you proper-answer my msg dearest(: <33 [goodluck for ~~prelims~~]

shin;HAHA i read like FIVE pages.in like ten mintues.haha see my chinese really is that bad.okay wait no its not that horrendous.i read five pages in five minutes(:

greg;GOODLUCK for your common tests dear(; haha winkwink
okay i wont be evil(: love.

fongster;hey dear.see i hafta link you.LINK ME OKAY.HURRY(: haha see you-soon(: loves and good luck for prelims.

hwee;hey DEAR.GET BETTER SOON KHAYE(: oh my gosh when su told me you fainted,i freaked.scary dear!haha and yupp i know i change often(:

becky;hey dear.i love YOURS more(:

okay my replies were like dam short this time(: haha andrea guestblogged!(:
im finally playing tennis today(: ohmygosh i LOVE westlife(: yay i like downloaded the whole album.<3

~~i hate despo idiots and their connected to you?~~

im in a reallyreally blogg-y mood today(: haha cos i havent blogged a long post in like dam long.i wanna go shopping again!actually too much shopping makes me grouchy(: & i spent so much money at queensway last weekend.):

broked.

-my MOVIE MARA.(: yayy haha it was like dam fun.[and thats why i want the PICTURES NOW JUSTIN]actually i wasnt really watching i was sleeping heee.x) first we were watching harrypotter3 then the dvd machine conked out >< but we went to watch in justins parents room.haha and we werent supposed to mess up the bed but we so totally did.and stupid ray and brian locked me and cus outside -.- haha it was so retarded!then i only really watched the last battlescene for lordoftherings and it was dam nice(: haha legolas is fricking cool.ohmygosh the last scene for STARWARS3 is like so dam sad.): i was TEARING.haha and all the insensitive people werent.(: haah.and nat ran 12km to justins house [in 50 mins freaking fast] onlyhe had to miss the whole of starwars and catch the last five minutes.HAHA.poor thing i mean(: and GREG.you went out of the room just asit was the tearinducing scene.THEN YOU DIDNT GET TO CRY.): hahah poor thing.and diane didnt get to watch with us ): prelims!so saad.yay i love you guys(:

my moms supposed to send me some pictures too.
holy shit its ALMOST 4.AND I STILL HAVENT DONE ANYTHING.

2005-08-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

and it makes you feel alright
but its just the same hard candy;

all the regrets you cant forget
are somehow pressed upon a picture
in the face of such an ordinary girl;

yayy i love that song(: hee.oh my gosh we have like so many peetees and tests and worksheets and assignments and whatever.im feeling overloaded ): and its all like due next week/this week/week ten.and i have comp so i like wont be at home ): ahh whatever.rush

i totally havent played tennis since thursday which is like so what.haha yesterday shin/jo/andrea came over to do chinese peetee and we totally didnt do that much(: hah instead we ended up ~~gossipping~~ haha.sleepover!loves.

ohmygosh my ipod is screwing up ): remember to copy ipod songs.so i can get a new one(: hahaa eww im still peeling yucks.which was why on saturday i totally skipped tennis.mmm speechdays on saturday.hahaa i think i hafta pin up my hair cos apparently its too messy,or whatever.MONDAYS A HOLIDAY(: but only for our school.sorry,darlings(:

~~ANDREA IS SCANDALOUS~~.

coughs.i didnt just say that did i?(: haha i love evergreen by westlife.(: oh yeah HWEE I HOPE YOURE FEELING LOADS BETTER(: <33

2005-08-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

heyy lynnie. (:

im at your cool house now-
and our chinese pt is absolutely dreadful.
><

ahah what scandalous stuff? you're the one, so stop imagining me to be oh-so-scandalous.

and you dont wanna let me read too okay!

iloveyouanyway! (like all the *ahem*guys*ahem*)

<33 andrea

2005-08-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING yay(:
ohmygosh i spent a hundred dollars today ): on shopping i bought FIVE shirts yayy <3.
haha i changed my skin again.
I HAVE A NEW PHONE COVER.(:

2005-08-12T18:14:00.000+08:00

ohmygosh.

you just ~~fricking~~ tore my heart into two pieces.

are you happy now<3/

2005-08-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

whattheHELL my whole entirely freaking long post just got DELETED.i hate blogger ):

i dont really feel like blogging anymore ):

everythings really screwed up and i HATE decision making.why dyou hafta put me on the spot like that.ill end up missing one more than the other.i cant fricking decide.

okay SEE my post was supermuchlonger than that but freaking blogger ate it up ):

no one's ever been comparable to you

2005-08-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND LOADS OF LOVE TO MY DEAREST CK WHO'S FOURTEEN THIS YEAR(:

hmm i only got to know you this year but you've given me so many funtimes(: so keep SMILING and ill be THERE FOR YOU(: yayy a whole post dedicated to you.haha LOVE YOU LOADS FOREVER<33 huggs.(:

2005-08-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

sorry for hurting you

geog test.shiit im so gonna die i dont wanna go to school tmrw and take the test.)= i havent STUDIED ROCKS.but im still procrastinating ):

the national day dance is spazzed?but maybe cos i cant follow(: heee.i dont like taufik!but the girl's okay i think.haah.(: mm i dont feel like playing tennis today i just wanna sleep.

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY [ADVANCED] BIRTHDAY TO CK(:

much love to ck dearest(: yayy your'e turning 14(: still older than me by oneyear ): loll anyway HUGGSdear.thanks for being there for me(: LOVES.

will i ever see you smiling back at me

2005-07-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

ohmyGOSH the sweetest song ever.(= awww.

Don't leave now
Not yet
There were time we regret
And I'm sorry
Somehow
I only
Wanted to make you proud

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

When you told me
I froze
It still echoes
In my soul
Please forgive me
If I didn't say
I love you
Every single day

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye I don't understand

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice

I could not let it pass me by
Nothing I give to sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
We'll meet in another life
If only we could live twice

2005-07-31T12:12:00.000+08:00

i havent done geog yett.and i have freaking chinese tuition later ): ahh ray and shiyan's match was like supersupersuper long heheh.me and stef played so much.haha.my songs are getting boring ):

2005-07-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

[edit] wth whyd you hang up on me.FREAKING idiot -_-

2005-07-27T16:39:00.000+08:00

your'e all that i want

i'm shit tired again.hahaas i seem to be tired everytime riight?ahh we have an english pt to do.newspaper article thingys.we watched abit of spiderman in eng. today(: ahh spiderman is so nice.loll khaye andand HISTORY FILE due.i think im like the only one who hasnt done it yet.but darling crystal lent me her file so thanks a million babe(: so im kinda saved yayys.

we started the d and t module today and the machines are SCARY khaye.like they can totally chop your hand off.): scary.haha the teacher looks nervous.i forgot his name(: hmm and the guys giving us a choice on what to make plastic or wood.i wanna make something girly(: ahahaa.hmm its better than SEWING khaye.i cant sew for nuts.i think i got like the worst grades in class cause everyone was so uber proded(: lol but dont care reallly.

NO ANDREA I DONT CARE IM NOT(:

hmm.goodluck to anyone still in the intermediate;shiyans playing tonight too yeah.hwee ray gregdear jiaa and who else.forgot(: ahh anyone else good luck(: haha im so guai i havent gotten any bookings yet(: LOL.hmm i have doubles again tmrw.FORGOT who im playying hee(:

i hate my freaking phone being taken at night ): the aces day routine is retarded.but netballs f u n(:haha you get to bash and smash the balls.i feel sick from all the oilyoily fried food yucks.

i need answers for what all the waiting after means;

hmm i feel like listening to music.but my musics downstairs.yeah and does anyone dare listen to music in class(: hahaha oooh i did okay for my chem but dam its only a formative ): ahhh.and ill prob do sucky in the real thing.

MUST REMEMBER TO PAY ZHENG LAO SHI 17 DOLLARS.or is it sixteen.shit i forgot.

2005-07-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

say you'll be mine

ahh its raining again -.- shit why does it keep raining.and my mom just came back from newyork today.i got new barricades(: yayys <3 but i wont be ably to use them if it keep ~~raining~~.actually the rain hasnt started yet but it looks like its gonna be real heavy >< ahh school was slack and andrea dearest, im not ~~scandalous~~(: ahah if i am the whole world is(= LOL.

ahh i wanna play today ): ohoh i love cityofblindinglights(:

2005-07-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

PAST:
1.) first grade teacher's name:uhm i caant remem.miss low?i think.
2.) last word you said: yum.
3.) last song you sang: let me go by threedoorsdown. [you love me but you don't know how i am]] ahh its dam nice.
4.) last thing you laughed at: uhm.I HAVENT LAUGHED YET TODAY.last night?at justin.
5.) last time you cried: cant remember.prob last week or sth.
6.) what color socks are you wearing: notwearing.
7.) what's under your bed?: is there supposed to be anything.
8.) what time did you wake up today: 10.36 (:
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone: probably loveyoulots or sth like that.

PRESENT:
1.) current hair: shoulderlength? it takes forever to grow.dont ask me bout my hair =(
2.) current clothes: really big green shirt and running shorts.
3.) current jewelry: none?ahahah
4.) current annoyance: uhm that my mental isnt strong enough.okay that sounds so WAT.[for tennis i mean]]
5.) current smell: what?
6.) current longing: to play tennis(: or go out.
7.) current desktop picture: uhm.really boring one.
8.) current worry: SCHOOLWORK.dam.
9.) current favorite article of clothing: anything cool ahahha
10.) do you currently like someone: as in -_-

FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be: uhhs.something fun but i dont know if thats possible.
2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: uhm.by a beach.orange county.no waait i wanna live in colorado(:
3.) how many kids do you want: ahh i dunno.
4.) what kind of car will you drive: a cool beetle so CUTE.

FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl: ahh i DUNNO.
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy: face?ahahh.
3.) one person you wish was here right now: any friend or someone who makes me laugh
4.) favorite author: the person who wrote where rainbows end.AWWS.<333
5.) favorite coffee: i dont drink coffee but i think starbucks looks dam cool.
6.) favorite smell: winter(:
7.) favorite way to waste time: TALKING ON THE PHONE(:
8.) favorite season: winter(=
9.) favorite color: pink/green/blue anything actually(:
10.) favorite time of day: mornings(:

FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own: i dunno.maybe 5 or 6 of like normal jackets.
2.) do you wear a watch: yaaa
3.) favorite pants color: dunno
4.) most expensive item of clothing: i forgot(=
5.) most treasured: ahhh DUNNO i dont like this section ):
6.) gold or silver: silver's more prettyful(:

YOUR FRIENDS:
1.) do your friends know you: yeah(:
2.) what do they tend to be like: they're all super different.
3.) can you count on them: DUH(: cant i?(:
4.) can they count on you: you can aklways count on me my darlings(=
5.) do you find it hard to trust people: no

LASTS:
1.) last book you read: ~~harry potter~~
2.) last movie you watched: UHM.batman begins?ahhhh.=(
3.) last movie you saw in theaters: same.
4.) last show you watched on tv: thaat would be mtv i guess.
5.) last song you heard: lullaby by shawnmullins <333
6.) last thing you had to drink: coke(:
7.) last thing you ate: cheeesy PASTA.
8.) last time you showered: just?
9.) last time you smiled: yesterday night(:
11.) last person you hugged: rayray wanted a hug
12.) last person you danced with: mmm.forgot.
13.) last person you talked to online: talking to seek(:
14.) last person you talked to on the phone: justin dearest.
15.) last thing you bought yourself: phone keychain?fri.

DO YOU?:
1.) smoke: NO
2.) do drugs: NO
3.) drink: NO lolll
4.) sleep with stuffed animals:do my three stuffed dogs count(:
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back: yeaah.its nice.
7.) believe there is life on other planets: uhm
8.) read the newspaper: yeah
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends: i dunno.
10.) believe in miracles: yupps <3
11.) consider police a friend or foe: friend duhh(: lmao

FEELINGS:
1.) do you have any regrets: duhh.like so many things.ahh dont remind me
2.) i am happiest when: i'm talking to my friends(:
3.) i feel lonely: when im not talking to anyone
4.) what makes you mad: when someone gets pissed at me for no reason.

OTHER STUFF:
1.) what's the craziest thing you have ever done: uhm.forgot.
2.) any bad habits: yupps
3.) any secret crushes: nopes.
4.) do you think too much: uhm.i dont think enough(:

2005-07-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

if my dad finds me using the com i'm dead -_-
it's rainingrainingraining ah so irritating.why wont it ~~stop~~.

2005-07-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

ohmygod my posts are like freaking short): ahh i ponned spex today to go to sicc and we ended up like doing nothing ahh.we just like played one friendly and waaited the entire time.i had laksa which had ~~prawn~~ and i didnt dare to eat it.stupid allergic reactions ):

[cantyousee your'e pissing everyone off?get over it.]]

seekhayes gonna try find something loveydovey in here?hee x) ahh im so freaking tired.good luck for the intermediate my dearies(: <3youu.shit my songs arent downloading STILL. ><

this blogskins very blue heee(:

your'e the other side of the world to me.(= [shitthisthingisreally pissing meoffpeoplegivingmeopinionsyeticantdecide.]]

2005-07-23T12:00:00.000+08:00

wonderful

link andrea and gloria darlings <3 okay so i have to play some friendly at sicctoday.tag(: guys.if not this blog'll be dead.

ahh i cant freaking play in the intermediate.so sucky.-_- okay friendster's down that sucks.i love the song sugar we're going down(: yayy.all my other songs aren't downloading though.=X

good luck to all my dears at the sicc tournament today(: loveyouguys.<3

2005-07-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

<3> songs from the dearest hwee(:
[x]remember to download(:
*how did i fall in love with you;backstreet boys
*i think god can explain;splender
*chariot;gavin degraw
*from a distance;bette midler
*i could fall in love with you;selena
*let me let go;faith hill
*lose control;missy elliot
*girl;leandro
*pimpin all over the world;ludarcris
*heavy on my heart;anastacia
*to be with you;mr big
*the joker;fatboy slim
*cater to you;destiny's child
*never give up on the good times;spice girls
*sugar we're going down;fall out boy
*love me for a reason;boyzone
*let me go;three doors down
*the blower's daughter;damien rice

yayy thanks my darling(: <3

its really giving me a big fat freaking headache and im tired of listing out the pros and cons of it.and i just cant make up my mind.

2005-07-20T18:49:00.000+08:00

now for my superlongpost?havent had one in ages(:
must remember to like hannah(: i hope that links alriight,anyway tmrw i haveto stay back for racial harmony day which means ill be late for training.>< oh well its better than getting dc.someone remind me to bring my costume.oh waait its non dress rehearsal of sth riight.i found my wallet thanks hannah dearest <3>.

i'm supposed to be studying ~~chem~~ now since the formative thinggay tmrw.ahh.shit.ill die for it i bet.

tmrw slack?i hope.dinner(:

~~you or you~~.

either way,someone gets hurt.
what happened to my long post.

2005-07-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

some say tears run dry but
in my heart ive cried forever only you can take it away;

yayys new blogskin.(:i can see the words yayy.I LOST MY WALLET.anyone know where it is?siighs desp.housewives alr finished and there's nothing to look forward to.

2005-07-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

i'm mabeldarlings 13th wife officially(: <3 ahahh.RANDOM.

SHIT MY PHILO JOURNAL'S DUE TMRW AND I HAVENT DONE IT YET.

2005-07-11T09:58:00.000+08:00

i wanna go on holiday.
seriously.i wanna go skiing//snowboarding now.ahh why cant i.i hatethe weather here!even when it rains.i want snow(:

thiscompstuds guy is boring. yeah i know,you cant see the words.ill try to fixit.

2005-07-11T09:18:00.000+08:00

yayys comp studs now(: hahaa boring.ohmygod i didnt bring my keben today then i have to write some sucky reflection.duetml oh well i dont relli care(: hahha.

hwee-yeah her wardrobe is so nice!*squeal but i dont like the way the guys dress, its so ick (: like their jeans and everything.

yayy im gonna spam people's friendsters now(: haha yest. i felt like watching legallyblonde but wat happened to my copy?~~i cant find it~~ just when i wanna watch a bimbo movie =( haha so i had to watch clueless which is just like anolder version of the movie, around the sam but totally different.

my tennis was rained out yest and i couldnt even go to the club ): ugh i hate the rain.

2005-07-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

ohmygod clueless is so nice(: BIMBO.yayy chick flick.
i <3 40kindsofsadness(: yayys.the way tehy dress in clueless is so.weird like PLAID.but i guess thats the style then,riight? hee x)

ughh school tmrw.

2005-07-10T14:16:00.000+08:00

new blogskin(: haha the words are kinda hard to read riight.it hurts talking to you and i dont know why.siigh

i hope i can play tennis at the club tdaye(: but its raining ugh.sigh i cant stand them fighting.i stole rayys links hope she doesnt mind(:

2005-07-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

ohmyGOD.onetreehill.haleyandnathan brokeup? and i MISSED IT?just cause i went to sleep.the stupid tyler hilton guy.he's not even hot.nathan is way hotter.-sobs

2005-07-06T16:44:00.000+08:00

ok she isnt but still.i was USING the com.

2005-07-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

dam my sister's a freaking asshole

2005-07-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

just stab me now,why don't you.

2005-07-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

ooh im off to playyy tennis soon(:

tmrws a holiday. yayyyness(:

i may not be here for you but you arent there for me either =((.

[i'm so afraid of losing you cos your everything to me.]]

2005-07-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

siigh.frickin headache.i had to go to kallang today to collect the prize thingyy.(: haha it was just go there,collect prize,take picture then come back!loll.
haha i wanna go out!eeks(= supp. to go out tmrw but meiko's going away so cant ): awwws.

ooh venus and davenport in finals.not really that watcha-ble.(= omg im gonna die.coach weber gave us this new fitness routine or sth which we have to do everyday.like everyday how many pushups:situps,blaaah.omg.

im like tired just thinking about it(:

2005-07-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

youve worn me down.

i dont appreciate your sarcasm and all that and your ~~dissing~~.that was one of the reasons i could never talk to you properly.one of the reasons whyy we never got to know each other properly.and maybe that was the mistake.but im tired of seeing you be so sarcastic.so just move on,me without you,you without me,because thats the way you want it.isnt it.and maybe thats how i want it too.maybe ive wanted it for a long time.maybe i just didnt say it.and im sorry for hurting you,i really am.~~but it can never be how it was because of whatever ive done,whatever youve done.~~ im not close to you anymore and we hardly talk.i dont see you.we dont talk on the phone.so maybe we're just trying to cut each other out of their lives?anyway doing that was something i regretted doing.i should never have done that.i still remember everything.like i was happy.you said it yourself.were super different people. [youguys probb.wont understand this cept for the person who i'm talking to..hee (=]

anyway.the advanced is todayy.loll my draw was so lucky okay.i get prizemoney for only playing one match.hee.lucky =| yayyness.but im sore all over from yest.but i watched lost! but only fortyfive minutes of it,cause halfway my dad came in and started yelling at me =| and i feel asleep before i could watch oc and onetreehill too..just didnt feel like watching.sadness!=(( im missing training tonight.which means no physical but no fun.and next week meiko's going away =( oooh cus joined farrer (((= yayye.

i hope my phonebill isnt as high this month (:

-

yayy mondays a HOLIDAY(: and tuesday is following mondays timetable which means i get a shortday on tues. instead of long like usual x) yayness. i sorta finished my work(: almost.i still have that cute fly desc. essay to write..hee (= i wanna be a vain fly!loll.

to start it off//i know you know me/to come and think of it//it was only last week*that i had a dream about us;

tiredtiredtired.i feel like going back to sleep(= hahaa.usher does 1000 crunches a day.omgg.thats so much.no wonder his stomach looks like that.lollthat was totally random(=

philo yest passed quick.hhee.we had to pick a slip of paper from the box and i wanted to get my favorite movie.cos then i can say all the coolchick flicksloll.(= omg ms huang says i dont know how to write a summary.and i just realized i dont.ughh.siigh =(

we have a hist. summative in week three.omgg im gonna die.and i have to do like uber uber well to pull up my hist grade which is freaking low.[fail?]]
at least when im sad

i still have you((=

2005-06-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

siigh im so dam tired.and i feel like doing a long post(= so ill see how long i can do.i slept the entire car journey to kallang..then playyed sucksy tennis against rayye.=( oh wells...sigh i have a headache.hahah.
my dad might come in at any time.and taake my phone and check on me.cos he's gotten real stricter -_- i wanna go out =( but ten more weeks till i actually can.
today was boring.
i cant sew >< i screwed up my sling bag ~~totally~~.and i kept pricking myself.lol.next week is poiseandconfidence! haha at least you dont need skill to do that(:
yayye.i got new headphone to replace my old cracked ones(= ooh i havent bothered to do the linking and stuff for this.cause i accidentally deleted the links and it take wayyy long to do.
~~dont you see,everythings changed between us.its too different-its too difficult to carry on.~~

~~too hard~~

~~too painful~~

~~too everything~~;

[superrandom]]if meiko isnt going for coach webers gathering i'll kill her.i dont wanna be like the only girl besides ray and ju >< heeee.

2005-06-29T16:35:00.000+08:00

yae!!new blogskins(= cos the other one was like messy so i just got one from blogskins x) i got a new swimcostume today! <333 from tanlines.its royal blue(= i thiink im going to coach.webers.semifinalist thing on satt x) hee.i hope its fun.loll.

it is time to face the truth//i will never be with you;

your'e beautiful by james blunt is so ~~sad.~~ yupp. i have tennis later(= and i sortaa finished all my school work.cept for.~~biofile~~

he wasn't what i wanted;what i thought no//he wouldn't even open up the door-he never made me feel like i was special"he wasn't what i'm looking for.

~~i'm through with you.~~

2005-06-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

i know this blogskin sucks like hell but im changing it soon. so bear with me (= school started!siighs.at least i somehwat finished my homework.and now im not allowed to slack anymore =(( at least desphousewives is on tonight(=

my dads monitoring me.he.s dam scary.

2005-06-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

hey. x) ahah batmanbegins was alriight the second time.today was fun x) but uber tiring.we playyed too much tennis!hee(= thaats why im tired.but we didnt have physical today at spex s it was alright (: siigh school starts in two days.and i havent uhm really started on my homework.-_- siigh crap screw the stupid homework.teachers arent even supposed to assign homework.hmmph.i thinnk greg was hyper during the movie.so cute x) ahhaa

hmm i owe so many people friendster testiis.
shoutouts`
janny;hii darling x) dont book me ohkaay loveyouu (:
eunice;ohh hi(= haha i linked your blog!(=
eden;BOO HI EDEN.thanks for reviving my taggy.loll.loveyaaa <333
pat;haha.okay..thanks for tagging x) lol.
hwee;ahh hi hwee x) holidays over so dam fast =( sadness.see you at kallang in ten weeks =( ughh
mabel;hihihihihi im replying your tag x) HEE <33 yah!

`i lost to marcus the tiebreak hmmph.73 grr.=( ahaha but i still won for air hockey [lasttime] (= hahha.

i dont wanna fall to pieces/i just wanna sit and stare at you. hee x)

2005-06-22T12:37:00.000+08:00

ahhh watching onetreehill later-maybe.today.s supposed to be working day gosh.like 4 more dayys before school starts.sighhh.i wanna go on holiday.)=

i want a new digicam <333333 (:

2005-06-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

*ouch i have a big blister cos of walking to cus's house that we didnt actually walk to cos we never actually found it.ughh and walking in the rain too.=(( we wasted fifty minutes hahha.my SCHOOL HOMEWORK *gonna startit tomorrow-if i wanna go out actually i hafta finish my work.hhee. X)

physical today was just handball(: yayyyness.hahaa we unpackedandtoreapart justin and di.s new place today which btw is sososossosososo cool X) its like 1 minute walk from shellstation and its like totally ~~glass~~.cool yeah(: okay lots of pple goinngg on frii...

ooh my sucksy internet isnt working again.seriously i hate it.ooh gobletoffire is nice X) hahaa.

2005-06-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

heee X) my blog is so dead. nobody tags ):

2005-06-18T10:49:00.000+08:00

onetreehill r o c k s(: last ep. was better than that ep. of the oc -_- that ep. was boring.oh.whens our class geog trip??????????????????????????????? sorry for being blur.ooh batman begins rocks(: christian bale is so hot.i still ermm havent really started on my school homework ): procrasinating-

me and rayye wanna have a onetreehill marathon after tennis(: [and ill forget bout my work for one more dayy]ooh everyone's on holiday )= so its like uberly boring noww.

i went major shopping <3 yesterday.and bought lots of stuff(: but no ~~skirt~~)= but still(: my mom was in an uberly good mood so i got stuff(: <33.ahhh but it cost so much |= made me feel bad. ooh i have to remember to link everyone.i havent gotten round to doing that hee X)shoutouts in pink todayy(:

shoutouts`
andrea-hmm yeah youu wont get zero either(: of course not! LOVE(:
rayyye-ONETREEHILL*squeal(:
anon.-this anon sounds like HANNAH(: but i wonder whoo it is?(: heee.
mabel-aww i <3 mabel more X)
hwee(:- i just realized i can get from yur site(: hee THANKS.
lingmin-heyyy(: hmmph wont tell yur blog url.anyways LOVEYAH <33(:

hmm khaye i gotta go for tennis now(: *lovee

2005-06-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

sighh so much work and only like ten more days of holiday.~~sadness.~~ohmygod its so depressing plus everyones going on holiday )= ooh i love work;jimmyeatworld.

5 poetry;3prose
ive done like 2 poetry.and that english book report thing omgg.seriously.i wanna go on holiday ):

[hwee dear ooh let me have the baking pics(:]]

sighh i wanted to go shopping today but my mom didnt allow.ooh im watching batman begins today.some vip show with my family or something like that.ooh but i wanna watchit with my friends too(: its supp. to be good.god i havent watched madagascar yet.thats so sad ))=

can we take a ride//get outta here while we still have time;

depressing.sigh when school starts it'll be like no more goingout;ortalkingonthephone.hee X) i still remem. my 4hour phone convo.(= yuppp and everyone will be doing work ): plus i have to find some wayy to pull up my freaking history grade.~~and math and english and chinese and geog~~and everything else cept maybe lit.not forgetting science.so i have to do well in chem cos my bio peetee like pulled my entire grade down.i hate pts.cause they pull my grade down -_- *clue:history =( then can't sms that much *cept in school(: hee X)i think that after seeing my report card my dads like gone mental or something -_- actually i dont blame him sighh.i think next term my gpa has to be muchmuch higher to sortaa balance it out.which is hard since i didnt pay attention the first semester-itll be hard to catch up,yeah.[[lots of hard work ughhh]

ooh my phone bill wasn't that high this month *yayness okay well maybe its still counted as high but its like ~~2times~~ less than last time(: yayy.i still have to pay the extra though -_- this month is gonna be lessandlessandless see i'm a goodgirl(: HEEx)

when the dance is through its me and you;

oc is tonight(: and its after lost which is good cause after i was lost ill have nightmares.waaaait omg i might hafta miss lost |= nooo i wanna see what happens to that us marshal guy.i bet kate killed him.last week was like uberly scary *shudders when i think ofit i still get nightmares cos im watching the movie.craap i hope i dont hafta.cos i think this ep. will be good(: but at least im not missing theoc(: my mom got rid of lots of channels on cabletv and i cant watch babylooneytunes =(( tvtvtv(: ooh yay tomorrow im playing tennis with just and diane(: and then fridayy night training which is of course uebrly fun(: but i hope i can stay back for dinner-almost impossible noww my mom's back.

and i dread facing you;

nip/tuck last night was so sad. i dont understand whyy they wont let that guy have his son even though so obviously he loves him more than the other person fighting for custody.*squeal the little baby is so cute. <3
i watched eyeforaguy[finale after all]] she chose that wolfgang guyy.the other guyy is ~~nicer~~ sweeter okay.-hmmmph.heyy this post is like uberly uberly long(:

ooh greg went to phuket ~~todayye~~.this morning.*unfair!haha i wanna go to the beach and stay there the whole day-excuse not to do work(: have fun in phuket still(:

i wonder whyy time doesnt pass this fast during school hours -_-

after this.ten more weeks.till september.*sobs

i <33 the airsupply songs(:
i <33 webelieve(:
i <33 jerk it out(:

now if only my stupid computer would start working properly everything would be ok ))=

but i dont know how to leave you
and ill never let you fall
and i dont know how you do it
making love out of nothing at all;

2005-06-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

hrmmph my taggiboard is down ): yupps or maybe its just my internet..*yawns i just came back fm su's house and i skipped training cos uhmm i was tired *yawns andand i think it was raining.whee my mom came baack from melb. today and got me some uberly cool stuff(: yayness.but that also means mie bro will be back to hog the com *sadness hee X)

desp.housewives last night was like just recaps.sigghs and only csi on tv tonight?i think yupp.i cant find my glasses to put on which means i hafta lave my contacts on.which is worse.cos ill get an eyeINFECTION if i leave them on too long ):

today was baking(: yumm i think i licked too much chocolate and thats uberly ~~fattening~~.but oh well.and my hands were lykk disgusting from mixing the choc.ooh but hwee got some pics and you better send them to me hwee(: and rayyeandsu made a GIANT cookie hee but i dint get to see it in the end -sadnesswe went shopping and rayye was shopping like *grabgrab anything don't care bout the price;but maybe thats cause she had money.ray if your reading this you still owe me money(: [[~~$18.50~~]] and then we karaoke-d well not me actually [[cos i cant sing]-su and stef(: hee ooh and i played c r a p tennis today ):

i'm gonna sleep in tmrw(: ooh my msn is sortaa scewed up now.)=

i think that your being oversensitive.it wasnt a real bad insult and it wasnt that direct.and you don't even know him-so don't judge him before youu do.and dont call him names.anyway you'll probably get real ~~pissed~~ at me,once you read this.anyway i guess youre really pissed at me ~~since youre ignoring me~~,already but you always are so somehow i caant be bothered anymore.]]

2005-06-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

baking tommorow(:
hmm today was superfun but tiring(: ohmigosh and the sleepover was super fun too(: i think we went swimming for like 5hours total?maybe less(: but still it was loads and my hands were all wrinkled after[ew.]yupps.and on sunday we went out.*i still have limited funds ): -sniff a walk to remember was uberly sad as always -sniff.too bad the projecter in the movieroom was spoilt we had to watch in mie dads room )= yupp.

i watched mr&mrssmith today.it was not bad(: hmm ohmygosh i got popcorn all over me -_- hee it was so embarrassing when the lights in the movie theater came on okaay(: lolx.sighhs im so tired from tennis ): and ~~sand~~ in my shoes ee. )= hmm but today was fun (:

screw my stupid computer which is so screwed up =((

2005-06-11T09:22:00.000+08:00

my survey spree just ended(: actually it was just twoo surveys one very long =| siiigh i gotta start doing my holiday wurkk [when?]] ooh i cant see anything im typing cos i havent put on mie contacts yet//"and i cant find my glasses yupp(: -blind
[[i'm sorry.i know you think that he isn't trustworthy.or maybe you do.maybe you think im not trustworthy.i honestly dont know.but im sorry if i did anything to piss you off,yeah?i said ill make sacrifices just tell me.but dont ~~ignore me~~ cause its hurts too much to miss you*]
yupp okaay thaats overr eeks ): sigh that made me really depressed.yupp.ooh i hope coach weber doesnt give us physical todayy cos we did lots on tues): cos according to him its rightt after tournament and b l a h yupp.
*yayness sleepover today(: just the four of us cos we havent had that in a long time(:
my nose is runny i hope im not getting sick cos that would be ~~craap~~.yupp and now i still have 3 hours of stoning in front of the com before my tennis.~~and three more hours of missing youu.~~
i havent done my history essay yet =| which according to mie im supp yo have done like a week ago-that means im super behind schedule.sighhs.

2005-06-11T09:10:00.000+08:00

heee survey spree.

1) saturday or sunday?
- both?saturday maybe cos the weekend hasnt ended

2) be serious or be funny?
- both(: depends on the time yupp im usually serious ):

3) coffee or juice?
- juice cos ive never tried coffee yuppp (:

4) be simple or complicated?
- ermm depends which way i guess.id rather have a simple life.

5) flowers or angel figurines?
- pretty flowers X)

6) grey or pink?
- pink? i dunno

7) coloured or black-and-white?
-black and white is retro X)

8) lust or love?
- <3 love

9) sunrise or sunset?
- sunset cos you dont hafta get up early to watch it.

10) M&Ms or Skittles?
- those starwars m&ms are fricking cool(:

11) rap or rock?
- rock most of the time i guess thereare exceptions.

12) staying up late or waking up early?
- ermm.both?cos i need to stay up late to watch the good tv shows too(:

13) TV or radio?
- tv

14) computer or handphone?
- hanphone(: yupp but actually BOTH

15) eating apples or oranges?
- oranges are nice(:

16) being at the front or back?
- for whaaat?

17) spring or fall?
- FALLLLL.

18) feeling hot or cold?
- cold cos i love winter (:

19) opposite sex: short or tall?
- tall[er] i guess

20) sun or moon?
- depends.

21) emeralds or rubies?
- emeralds?

22) left or right?
- LEFT(: [[lefty]

23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
- like duh 1 best friend(: what good are 10 acquaintances.

24) sun or rain?
- depends on my mood

25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream ?
- chocolate i guess(:

26) green beans or carrots?
- carrots?i dunno how bout neither(:

27) boys or girls?
- hahahaha. girls

28) cute or charming boys?
- hee X) BOTH but if i had to choose one charming(:

29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
- depression

30) Kids or no kids?
- kids

31) Cat or dog?
- DOG(: i <3 my buster

32) Half empty or half full?
- half full [be positive]

33)Mustard or ketchup?
- ketchup

34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
- soft cos ermm they feel nicer(:

35) Newspaper or magazine?
- magazine(:

36) Friends or That 70's Show?
- f r i e n d s

37) Wonder or amazement?
- ermm both(: actually wonder

38) Red car or white car?
- white

39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
- happy&poor of course(:

40) Singing or dancing?
- uhm i caant sing yuppp

41)Hugging or kissing?
- huggs(:

42) Superman or Batman?
- superman X)

43) Happy or sad?
- HAPPY

44) heels or sneakers?
- sneakers are retro(:

45) Blondes or brunettes?
- brunettes XD

46) burping or farting?
- can i say neither to this gross question?heee.

47) coffeebean or starbucks?
- starbucjs

48) McD or Burger King?
- macs(:

49) Kings of Leon or Kings of Convenience?
- uhmm what?

50) Rocking horse or rocking chair?
- chair its comfier(=

51) What annoys you most?
- backstabbing?

52) Your overused word/phrase?
- haha(: heyy i use it too X)

53) What's the best advice given to you?
- love and be loved in return(:

54) Worst advice?
- none?

55) What song is playing in your mind right now?
- we belong together(:

56) What are you thinking about right now?
- songs?

57) What do you hate most about yourself?
- lots of things? depends,really(:

58) Do you want something to happen to you
today?
- yupp and make it a nice thingg(:

59) Who's the person on your mind right now?
- (=

60) What are you goin to do after doing this thingy?
- play tennis

2005-06-11T09:01:00.000+08:00

01.Your name?
carolyn

02. What are you listening to right now?
simple plan untitled

04. A part of a song lyric that's in your
mind right now?
how could this happen to me ):

05. Describe where you are right now?
my dark computer room(:

06. What is your highlight of the week?
going out? NOT YET GONNA BE (:

07. What are you craving to have right
now?
uhmmm.instant noodles XD

08. A good random childhood memory?
last h o l i d a y (:

09. A not-so-good random childhood
memory?
uhmm.crying?

10. What are your nicknames?
depends.lyn/lynnie/len/lennie (:

11. Your three plans for tomorrow?
ooh SLEEPOVER and doubles league at kallang -_- and ermm i dont know what else

12. Your three plans for today?
physical at spex ): ermmm SLEEPOVER MOVIE XD

13. Are you thinking of someone right
now?
yuppppppppp

14. who?
like i would tell (=

15. Do you like twins?
OMG YEAH(: are you kidding im a t w i n X) the coolest(:

-16. Fill in the blank: "I am ..."
A TWIN -ok lame

19. Mary has her little lamb. What do you
wanna
have?
ermm a neoprint machine(:

20. Say anything you like to whoever is
reading
your answers.
that was lame yeah? X)

2005-06-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

omgg l o s t was uberly freakish.i was ermms clutching my pillow.and it took the entire ep. of onetreehill to get all the lost images outta my mind ): yupps and then i jumped into my bed. HEE (: and my oc was moved to next week.thats not fair ):
im so dam tired from tennis eee.): and i wanna watch a movie(: oh yeah i'm a baker whee(: me&su&ray&hwee&stef are all gonna be bakers on tuesday(: [[though ive neevr actually realli baked nething from scratch] i hope i dont poison someone HEE(:
im itchy all over-wonder whyy.eee. ):
awww justin wants to come for baking(: so cute him ina bakers hat(:
oei im more jean grey than clare okaay ):
[being jealous of ~~her~~ sucks]]

thanks for

breaking my heart.

2005-06-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

i haven't blogged ~~properly~~ in uberly long(: spex is over-hee.at least i got stuff(: okaay i have 23 minutes to blog,before lost starts.i wanna watch it(= but it pushed back my oc! ): -sobs.
i'm going over to su.s house to bake(: HEE thats so cute!yupp looking forward to tht(:sighh my screwy comp.i cant download any songs yupp.and msn keeps signing inand out;how pissifying.this is my new template-okay it's not fully done yett(: but i think it looks uhmmm a bit better than the other one-yeahh.-cries my mom and toffs went to melbourne tonight and i wasnt invited on the holiday ): hmmmph oh well.ill get to go next time is waat mie mom sayys(:

shoutouts'
mabel-HEE x) thanks dear-have fuuunnn at your church camp,ya?LOVEYA <33(:
ray-this shoutout is stupid since youre lookin over mie shoulder now
audrey-hiee(: im your shifu yupp X) LINKED yaa.and i <3 your blog totally(:
yokeBUN-heee X) LINKED.yupp.see yaaa on sat(:
shimin-hi crazy girl(: WE PONNED SCHOOL so rebellious(: naah we're gonna get it when school reopens.
hwee-your hair looks uberly nice no matter what anyone says(: hee X) so is it backstreet boys or bbmak?(:
bellahie princess bella(: HEE i just felt lykk typing that(:
ning-HI(: ME AND MIN PONNED SCHOOL(:
eliza-my marks are so much more screwed up ): siggghs.and its up to yaa which you find nicer(: <33 yah(:

okaay those were all long overdue taggyreplies(: and that all took like,10 minutes to type out.i only have like 15 more min before lost.lost looks uberly scaaary.im super dark now): and thaats not good.

how could this happen to me
i've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on; [untitled]]

sigghs screw my stupid internet.

2005-06-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

NEWCOMNEWCOMNEWCOMNEWCOM -squealsquealsqueal
i love this new,newnewnew rebooted com its SO fast andand the resolution isnt screwed up anymore!*hyperness

2005-06-04T14:14:00.000+08:00

finals for doubles;yayness(:
haha ooh i heard hwee rebonded her hair.or straightened it or something like that (: bet it looks cool.omg i wanna go to su's place tmrw -squealsqueal-

ahha at least i get a shiny medal[s] haha.sigh laura.uhmm trashed me.[freaking p i s s e d]

I WANNA GO TO SU'S.

2005-06-02T16:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm i gota walkover for doubles whee (: hahha cos im quite tired.ooh i was super scared for singles.but im still in (= hahaa.lonelynomore is playing on mtv now.its sucha nice song (: but rob thomas looks scary tehhe.

my computer is like being reset or something like that so it'll run super f a s t ((= but my songs will ~~all~~ be gone and that sucks.i can't even remember which songs i have but ill hafta redownload them yupp =(

ouch.i'm BURNT.and i put sunblock for,ONCE.but im still red.sigh.but im like permanently burnt yupp. =((

feel good inc's music video is freaky->monkeys but the song is coool(= the ipod advert makes me wanna d a n c e.shake it.

2005-05-31T14:22:00.000+08:00

my temporary blogskin ((=

yupps spex is finally here (= im still in singles and doubles [thankfully] hahaa.but im like super scared-oh well its like every time tournament comes,im playing offpeak and then right after i peak.which is.um.dumb -_-

everyone i know is playing at kallang today =(( andand my match is tomorrow hahaas which means i won't see anyone tomorrow.kallang is lonely when there's no one there yupp.

i need to get started on mie holiday homework =(
[ ]poetry and prose anthology
[ ]lit shakespeare project
[ ]chinese peetee (due august thankfully)

uhmms those are the long term projects.plus history essay and someother stuff i cant be bothered to think of right now. ~~i think that ms rozanah really doesn't like me~~ cos my report book comments were ~~really bad~~ horrible.either ms rozanah was feeling really mean when she wrote it or i really am that bad =(( oh my gpa kinda sucks too.everyone got like 3.7+++ which makes me feel inferior.hahaaa.stupid history and chinese pulled me down and i only got one a+ and that was for lit.english was a ><. i think i got an a for math and science too and somemore subjects but i caant remember exactly what i got. and ms huang said i need to share my ideas more actively in class too. i know i don't participate in class =P though lit is the one subject that i actually have some ideas flowing through my mind during class time as in im actually thinking and not doing other stuff =P maybe that's why i did so badly.and i know im gonna do super badly for chem because i dont listen. i hate going to the chem lab cos its so suffocatingly boring.<----complaining

that chunk of paragraph is really hard to read.

i guess i could always not slack next term ><

omggg my music collection is wiped out.and i have like 16 songs in my music library instead of 1000+ eeks. ='( craap wat did i do?

charades, pop skill
water hyacinth,named by a poet
imitation of life
like a koi in a frozen pond
like a goldfish in a bowl
i don't want to hear you cry;

desp.housewives last night was uberly good(= i still cant figure out why that guy's name was uhmm dana?dana.isnt a guys name.after that i watched las vegas with one contact on ((= las vegas is freakingly cool.as in the tv show.and the place.yupps.thaat was random (=

rolandgarrosomg coria is out *pout i hate davydenko =(( coria was supposed to win this year-nevermind now nadal can win(: nadal is freakingcool(= and scary too the way he hits the ball-gaudio is out but i don't really like him anyway.the 15 year old girl is scarily good =|
i love that pink outfit.
nadal's gonna beat federer-$3 ((=

[[slowmotionfightingLOL

i'm reading a book ((= chinesedancers. you would be surprised wouldn't you.(:
my mouth is still burning from mcdonaldsgarlicchili *YUM. (=

2005-05-29T11:31:00.000+08:00

i <3333 lullabyshawnmullins (;

yupps.spex has officially started yea(: and my blog is still ~~screwedup~~ under construction but yupps,i need to post(: doubles is today yupp.good luck to everyone (=

i wanna watch madagascar. the adverts look superfunny! hahaa the little penguins.starwars was so sad.hahha and now i have the stupid cadbury advert wouldn'titbenice tune stuck in my head after listening to it so many time -_- that thing is catchy.lollx.

i'm going to fix my blog noww.(=

2005-05-22T11:17:00.000+08:00

go to hell just go to hell for all i care.

you know what-if i can't win it's not my fault.i was focusing and whatever so yeah, sometimes the other person's just better.maybe you can't accept that.ok whatever.

and you.

i don't need this right now.

2005-05-21T08:40:00.000+08:00

baby please don't break my heart.

~~depressed~~? don't be ~~depressed~~ i'm hereforyou.remember that okaay?(: [[it's making me depressed to see youu so sad =( ] sighsigh.i love you okay baby? dont forget that.

drowningbackstreetboys i love that song.it's a cheesy love song (:

ohhs i screwed up lit.what else is new? all my marks are screwedscrewedscrewed.my god.okaay i won't talk about that.just look at everyone else's marks-then my marks.my marks are like the lowest in class.which is ultra depressing.'and i can't ~~gossip~~ about teachers or whatever here.this is so limited.i also can't talk about you&i and how i think we're meant to be together and how i don't know if your'e gonna break my heart now. and i love you. cause well it's a public blog.

pffft.i'm somehow not in a very blogging mood now.or maybe ever.but i'll try to do a long post.i love hollabackgirlgwenstefani.[[also i luvv backstreetboys and their cheesy love songs(: ]

cause everytime i breathe i take you in
and my heart beats again
baby i can't help it
you keep me drowning in your love
and everytime i try to rise above
i'm swept away by love
baby i can't help it
you keep me drowning in your love.

maybe i'm a ~~drifter~~
maybe not
cos i have known the safety
of floating freely in your arms
i don't need another lifeline
it's not for me
cause only you can save me
oh can't you see
i can't imagine life without your love
and even forever don't seem like long enough. <----------drowning.

-keep me drowning in your love:.
olovingyoualways(:
it's the long weekend f i n a l l y.but i won't be with you and thats the worst thing ever.well i think that's longest post i can do.

2005-05-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

the distanceevan and jarod
the sky has lost its color
the sun has turned to grey
at least thats how it feels to me
whenever you're away

i crawl up in a corner
as i watch the minutes pass
each one brings me closer to
the time when you'll be back
you're comin back

i can't take the distance
i can't take the miles
i can't take the time until the next time i see you smile
i can't take the distance
and i'm not ashamed
that i can't take a breath without seeing your name

but i can't breathe a hurricane
and still be standing tall
when all the dust has settled down
but i can't take the distance

i still believe in feelings
but sometimes i feel too much
i make believe you're close to me
but it ain't close enough
not nearly close enough

i can't take the distance
i can't take the miles
i can't take the time until the next time i see you smile
i can't take the distance
and i'm not ashamed
that i can't take a breath without seeing your name

but i can't breathe a hurricane and
still be standing tall
when all the dust has settled down

i can't take the distance
i can't take the miles
i can't take the time until the next time i see you smile
i can't take the distance
and i'm not ashamed
that i can't take a breath without seeing your name
and i can't take the distance
the distance
---------------------------<33 for someone i miss very much(:

2005-05-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

starwarscountdown.

tehehe.just ignore the post beloww, khayes?
i hope i didnt offend anyone(= hmms.ive convinced people to get a blog(: tehehe.so i have more peoples blogs to read :P holidayye next week.holidayholidayholiday.

'shoutouts
patrick-heyy dear.thanks for your advice,k?(= *hugs
hwee-thanks for tagging(: im feeling better now(=

~~verticalhorizon~~i'mstillhere rocks.its like an old song i guees(: my stupid lit exam is next week.i mean i have to do okaye.if i dont do ok ill just die.ill just faint on the floor and diee.i cant afford to nott do well for that |: must get above 20.yupps.20 is an a.im like super rambling now |:

i smile the widest
when i cry inside
and my insides blow apart

2005-05-14T18:07:00.000+08:00

these words arent very nice.

i guess its just me isnt it.it always is.whatever.i didnt know you were like that if you wanna say something to me, dont say it to someone behindmybackk.do you know how hurtful it was to find out from someone what you said?i just cantstopthinkingaboutit.and for the record i'm not freaking like that.i mean think like that.~~whatever~~.it just hurts so much ohkayye.especially now that you're out withher.okaye,whatever its your opinion on her.but you know how she is.and i just cant believe it.okayye so this sounds ~~bitchy~~.sighsigh =(

falling apart;

and to find out from her was just the worst thing.i was like, you would never say that about me.well i guess i thought freaking wrong.maybe you've changed.maybe i've changed.i dunno.i'm just sad.and i hope you can tell me whatever i did to make you think that i was like that.cause this feeling ~~freaking sucks~~.
maybe its just my fault.maybe you think ive been neglecting youu.then just tell me.whats more you had to say that. i dont freaking ~~idolise her~~.what kind of crap is that?its total bs actually.im gonna stop, before i say worse stuff.what can i say. im freaking sorry. but i dont understand.

2005-05-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

rs todayye was like..:| retarded? tehehe ok nvm.but it was def. retarded.still i felt sorry for the speaker guy too |: hummph i wanna watch starwars3 . previewtickets (: justin must invite mee(: hahhs.

im still sore allover.hmmph.i was running retardedly during pe todayye(: twopointfours over.whee(: and i think everyone rocked hard during twopointfour yeaas? (: onethirteen forever.-i think ms ong was n i c e to us yesterday--

tennis yesterday.sucked.

imitationoflife:.rem;<-----the best song ever

[[i heard about you two.yesterday.im still laughing my head off.its so ~~cute~~ funny retarded. and unbelievable]

okaye.i luvv lonelynomore by robthomas. its funkayye(: andthelyrics are nicee.i took out mie contact lens like twice in class todayye :| [ ] i need to check my eyesight.seriously.im going blind.sighsigh.there's nuthin good on tv tonight too:| oh wells.
OMG I DIDNT DO GYM. poofy and laura we're screwed.unless she f o r g o t t. highly unlikely,right.nvm i think she has better things to worry bout.uhmms.i hate s & d. i dun wanna do a crappy monolouge bout me meeting my real father for the first time |: im not a stage person.but would i rather do philo.i thinkk so considering our teacher.

sigghs i want friendster testis.

2005-05-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

>>so much for my happy ending

mmhmm what can i sayy.twopointfour sucked.i wanted to get 10 minutes |:
so my score was ~~kinda~~very embarrassing i guess.it was alright.but im sore, cos playing 2 hours of tennis 10 minutes after 2.4 isnt exactly that smart.hahaa.mms at leastigotana.

i heard about you two(: tehehe and i couldn't stop laughing(: and somemore it was in class.

i'm aching allover.

2005-05-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

imitationofliferem

my stupid speaker isnt working. =( i cant listen to music properlyy.ughs.

i might move blog soon khaye(: oh manns theres like school tomorrow.i feel like pigging out on chocolate. and my template is still ~~kinda~~ screwed up :| like eww.

uhmm.

happy mother's day(:
yupps. and happybirthdaytomymom.i mean i dont always appreciate what she does for me(: havent started on school work yet.ugghs.

i dont wanna be anything
other than what ive been trying to be lately;

& i guess youandi collide(:

i just blew like alot of $$$$$$ on hair stuff.thats not good :| we-ll i didnt spend as much as laura i guess.tehehe.(: oh manns. i think i like blog too often.then i run out of stuff to say.ohwells.my match todayyes rained out.sighsigh.postponed to next week then.my internet is so screwy todaye.

the killers so rock.(:

iloveyoustill. dinner noww yayness.

2005-05-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

mmm my blog template is kinda screwy know i noe i noe i'm gonna fix it soon(:

good nite(: loll.

2005-05-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

[ ]chocolateobssession

yayyness reli nice songs'
smilelikeyoumeanitthekillers
collidehowieday
livelikeyouweredyingtimmcgraw
backforgoodtakethat
mrbrightsidethekillers
somebodytoldmethekillers
openyoureyesalterbridge
itsthewayyoumakemefeelsteps

andandand

youmakemewanna by blue (: omg that song rocks.

hmmm.i have noidea why i wrote that (: but the killers so rock hard.

i didnt go for fri. nite training tonight. ): i playyed at am club instead.and won. (: haahaa.hmm im feeling kinda bloated from macs :|

we're cdiv champions '05. (: we soo rock.hahaa.4-1 to us!!(: <33

hah rachel =P

in french today laura was retarded.mel tied her shoelaces together and it was in a dead knot.she almost has to,like cut it till dear hannah got it undone(: my sweet- hershey-partner-hannah.(: and i was,like falling asleep and i had to keep asking eden for answers:| esp. cos mdm. au kept calling on me. i dont understand french.and then we had to partner up to do some questions and all.i knew how to do those!!!i knew how to do one thing.*frustrated
school was like,regularly boring todayye.loll.since eoi's are over. i passed my chinese oral(: yayness.she must have been like uber lenient or something.mm starwars3

i stayed up to watch onetreehill and theoc last nite(: i dont reli understand onetreehill but i think its ubernice(: another super nice oc-like show to stay up and watch yeaahs.yayness.but its like kinda late.oh well. i would stay up to watch nice shows(:

ohmy scott finally got voted out. thats like,long overdue.i don't like scott.hahaa.i want a gal to win american idol(:tehehe.oh i feel like making this a superlongpost now.i wanna playy tennislike now:| and i havent gotten round to getting an lj acc yet so i can read hannah-bananas bloggie(: and eden's.i think mie english teacher has friendster.loll.thats what wencen said.

wow that was almost like a real proper paragraph the first ive done ina long time(: hah.oh yeah.NAPFA CRAP.im like so gonna fail my 2.4. i dont care.running ona track is much more harder than proper outdoors.sighsigh.and what about standing broad jump i cant do that for nuts.i can do situps though(:and pullups and sitandreach [somewhat]lollx.

mie mommy's bdae is day after tml(: happy bdae mommy. i <33333 y0uu(: and happymother'sday too.yayy ive like used so much big font todaye.update yur blogs people(:

oh yeaa.ive gone over my sms limit >< but i can still sms is the good news(: aww im skipping survivor but now stef is out, there's like no point watching.tehehe.i bet someone underserving is gonna win. ohmi and robandamber better not win the amazing race.i mean like how unfair would that be! they win survivor then amazing race.anyway i havent been following.but i like the guy and the gal the gal who shaved her head :| i mean thats like uber cool.tehehe.

poofy i can't believe someone like you would never have watched bringiton before [!!!] and yur sister's watched it like six times? watch with them next time [!!!!] hahaa that was just like a random thought cos u told me that during s and d. i cant believe our ~~certain s and d teacher~~. it's like so childish sometimes.=P hahaa.ok nevermind.

it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this.

imissyou
i wanna hold your hand;

2005-05-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

------>visit miee class boggie(: 113

omg finalls.im dead nervous.dont tell mee not to be nervous :|

[edit]yayness.we wonn(: we rock.hahaa.

my match was marathon.

i don't reli feel like posting now so yeaahs |:

2005-05-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

yumm.im like so hungry for macs(:

hwee-thanks darling(: loveyah.

wornmedown by rachel yamagata rocks hard.

so does trouble sleeping by the perishers. heehe.

dinner(:

2005-05-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

'shoutout.
[o]i <3333333333333333333 youu(:
if i pissed you off
i'm sorry
i miss you soo much ):
i'm sorryy if i don't show how much i miss you
but
it's only cos im so crazy over youu.
i <3 you miss you want you need you
more than ever(:
your'e my angel(:
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2005-05-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

i'm having trouble sleeping;

mmm.sosuperdepressed noww *cries

[ ]eois are next weeek, nuff said rightee.
[ ]i had a freaking chance to go to freaking melbourne for ten freaking days but i freaking threw it awaay.
[ ]hhm.everyone's super pissed at mee.
[ ]you seem to be super pissed at me. :| its all my faultimsorry.
[ ]im not playng tennis todayye and i think my toe's injured.
[ ]superscaredforfinals.imsuperoffform[?]
[ ]im listening to superdepressing songs which make me superdepressed.
[ ]i have tuition later yupps.hehe.
:(

i wanna

go

to

sleep

for the rest of the dayy.

2005-04-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

yayness its the ~~weekend~~ long weekend. but then i'll hafta spend it mugging :| [ sth is seriously have nt done yet(:]

todayye was boring, what else is new(:

clockks so rawkx.

i still need to rework my stupid template ): oh wells a template is just lyk a template rightee. hehe.lolx.

and i wonder if you realize
i've been waiting till i see it in your eyes;

dunno what to blog about now:|

oh, and i'm the camel X)

2005-04-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

happy birthday joanna(: i'm still older than you(: love <33.

>< mmph me getting sick of this template. its so white >< hehh.

it's nice to smile
when i get your phone call at night
but i'd rather have you here with me
right next to me
i love the way you hold me tight;

i'm super lethargic todayyes. i just slept like 2 hours of naptime =P

havent updated my photobucket account.. and i'm finally charging my ipod (: but ny headphone's are strangely missing. :| wunder if lexicon took them...:| i'm off to change me template(:

2005-04-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

>< mmm i never thought i'd be spending miee bdae doing my freaking bio pt.eeks.

yayness happy bdae me:D and thanks
hannah,eden,mabel,mel for the mrs. fields cookie(:
hannah again for the cool letter and chocolate lolx(:
jiali bestie for the cushy extra large pillow yayness.
tessa bestie for the cool sig bottles (:
laura g.and andrea for the awesome lefty book nail art and keychain:D
hazel and becks for the cuuute necklace(:
ck for the electronic bdae card(: and for sending it my 3 acc. as requested ><
113-'s pres. weishan bought it(:
and everyone who sms-ed mee or im-ed to say happy bdae todayye(:espyou(:[o]

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&finals;
we're in the finals(: we won 50 yayyy.i playyed against an nygh gal that kept whacking.and most were in. not bad yeaa(: finals are at kallang yeaa. but during eoi week.so no one will support:| oh wells. i have t u i t i o n later. im SO looking forward to it esp. since i still have my bio pt to finish. and ive only done one habitat so far. like hmph. i havent done my stupid volcano thing yet.

headache;

2005-04-24T13:49:00.000+08:00

this is a complaining entry.

stressed.
stuff i have to do.

[ ]history pt. due tml.
[ ]science pt. due wednesday.
[ ]lit pt. due tml.
[ ]start studying for midyears.
[ ]geog wksheet.
[ ]lit group characterization.
[ ]lit chap. 3 summary.

i dont even know why im blogging, like arrgh.i hate pt's.andand i wont have time tml, cause of the semis. come support us (:
iget back at like 7 tonight. how. so from 715 to wadeva time, i'll do history, then do lit. then go to sleep. lolx.

stuffed.andand i skipped church todaye. feel so guilty :| hummph.and my ipod is out of battery and so is my phone. and i have stupid chinese tuition in 5 minutes. like eeyucks. ): andand my comp is so stupid slow now. [if you havent noticed, this is a complaining entry cos im kinda 'stressed.]so sorry, ill prob sound happier when i finish my history pt which is not yey.

im kinda scareed for e semis tml. i hafta win. :| something i havent been doing lately. hummph. sighsigh. update your blogs people(: maybe i'll try to stay up late tonight, i need to cut down on phone usage too :| cos mie bill is always superhigh which is not nice.but now i only have 500 sms-es. ohmigosh i think i exceeded by triple. notgood.and mie talk time is, uhm. UHM. like 5 hours:| well now i have free incoming calls. yupps. thats good i guess.

brunch todayye was stuffing. as usual. im stuffed. but im gonna skip dinner for work i guess. :| we're gonna beat nanyang for the semis, right?(: still every time i think bout it i feel nervous. ok. im

not gonna use the comp on msn for todaye.
not gonna sms so much. asif.

im sunburnt cos i keep forgettin to put sunblock on for spex on saturday. it was like, super hot. but no physical whhee.(: just handball, which was so uber funny cos it was guys against gals. and the gals we all were like twice the height of the boys but the boys beat us 50. cos we have butterfingers.

i'm gonna hold onto this;

yayyness me and baoyi are gonna die together tml(: lolx. jen hasnt come yet. hehee.-cries- i don't get to go to tessa's to playy tennis todayye :| -cries-

2005-04-23T19:07:00.000+08:00

listening to-clocks by coldplay.

errs. that song is so uber nice(: the tune more. the lyrics kinda dont make sense. well im updating agaain todaye. i had like, 3 hours of napping today.yayy. n when i woke up i felt all stretchy. lol.seek's sick. get better soon in time for yur monday semis ck.((: then ri can beat acs(b) for the semis(: so get better soon yeaahs and don't sound so down(:

omg almost here by brian mcfadden and delta goodrem is so sweet.its the sweetest song ive listened to in a long time(: yayyness. semis is on mondaye(: we can beat nanyang i hope(=

bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered now it hurts
havent i always loved you;

something about youby fiveforfighting is super nicee too(:

hmm i dont feel like doing quizzes now. threemoredayys till mie bdayye. yayness. but i have tuition on tuesday too :| but i reli need it i guess. stupid exams are reli soon.

cause i know im only almost here;

hehee yayy i have so many new songs(:

it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this;

lexx boy is going backk soon): oh wells ive like hardly seen him these few days): actually his whole holiday i think ive said like 10 sentences to him...): cept when he playyed tennis, in australia he was e undefeated champion(: yayy go lex.
amiboring to talk to? hummph. and thanks diane and justie for e pretty pres at spex todayye(: yayyness and edan,hannah,mabel and mel for the huuuge mrs fields cookie! (= <33 yah guys.hugs(: whee.seeyouguyys at french(:

i gotta let you know I think that we are destiny.

this is kinda a short post. hummphs. i wanna watch starwars all of a sudden. thanksyew justin.hummph.
[o]missing u,needing u,thinking of you always. your'e my only one(:

hmm spex todayye was kinda hott.im sunburnt arrgh. cheese on toast! yayness.yumyum im hungry. ohkayee. lex has invaded miee room.hummph.my stupid inbox is full and i havent bothered to clear it.|:

2005-04-21T15:58:00.000+08:00

Top 5 People you LOVE:

1.god.(:
2.my family.and aunty fe(:
3.you.
4.mie besties(:
5.school buddies.

Top 5 places always go/enjoy going:

1.out with friends(:
2.anywhere i can play tennis
3.shopping?
4.the movies(:
5.on holiday duhh

Top 5 things you'd probably be seen doing:

1.smsing=P
2.tennis-ing
3.being on the phone lol
4. dreaming
5. eating ;)

Top 5 outfits/accessories that you own and can't
live without it:

1.miee clothes(=
2.handbags(=
3.shoes
4.handphone is that counted=P
5.:|

Top 5 aspects/characteristics you love about
Yourself:

UHMM. that's so what. so im not filling it in:D

Top 5 Food u go crazy for:

1.fast food(:
2.western food.
3.cool chinese food.
4.mcdonalds GARLIC CHILI AND FRIES
5.aunty fe's cooking(: like PASTA.

Top 5 things you can't live without:

1.god
2.familyandfriends
3.music.ipod!!!hehe
4.SISTERS
5.TENNIS!

Top 5 things you absolutely hate about people.

1. people who talk bout u behind yur back.
2. pple who dun have constructive critisicm
3. pple hu are irritating.
4. pple who over tease bout sth thats not even true.
5. pple hu read my msges LOL

Top 5 things that you love doing.

1.hanging out with miee friends:D
2.tennistennistennis
3.listening to music.
4.shopping?if im in the mood.
5.having reli nice long meaningful talks on the phone(=

Top 5 countries you really wanna go.

1.usa heh:D
2.MELBOURNE.
3.london or england
4.wherever a grand slam is!(=
5.dunno(:

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o0 mie history pt is so due tml and i havent reli started i mean how dead am i gonna be.:| n i screwed up mie compo exam todayye. sighs.the new pope is pope benedict the sixteenth lolx.

mie bdaes soon. hehe=P

i failed frenchlol.anyway im reli trying to catch up on the six lessons i missed. anyway the test wasnt counted.hehe.

will you catch me if i fall;

2005-04-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

i know i heard you right
ive been lying awake at night
thinking bout the words you said to me;

uberboredandtired todayye.hehee(:

okhaye now i feel really sad. cos i don't noe why ur'e pissed at mee. :| and i don't feel like blogging anymore.

2005-04-18T18:04:00.000+08:00

kinda short but nicee(:

General Info.
Name: carolyn ann lim hui
Nicknames: lyn len lenlen lynlyn lynnie. :D
Starsign: taurus
School: rgss :|
Location: s'pore.
E-mail address: twin1sg
Colour of eyes: black
Colour of hair: black/brown
Shoe Size: 7??uhmm im not sure bout shoe sizes. who would bother to know anyway
Brothers/Sisters: 1 younger sis, 3 older bros.
Who you live with: (: my family.

Have You Ever
Missed school 'cos it was raining: uhmm i might have? depends i kinda forgot.
Put a body part on fire for amusement: no.but i did once ACCIDENTALLY and it HURT.
Been in a car accident: no. ALMOST.
Been hurt emotionally: yeaa.
Kept a secret from everyone: yeaa. for like a day heh.(:
Had an imaginary friend: noo.
Cried during a movie: yupps. too many to count.-sniff-
Been on stage: im not reli a stage kinda gal
Been sarcastic: yupps

Favourites
Shampoo: im so blur i dont even noe wat shampoo im using now. i think its organics.
Colour/Shade: pinks,yellows,orange,green,blue,purple,black actually all colors.
Summer/Winter: WINTER.
Drink: cokee(: only cold coke though. and water.heh.
Movie: lots(: actually everymovie ive watched recently is nicee. the only totally boring one was princess diaries 2. i was seriously bored.
Ice Cream: coffee(: and choclate and mango and strawberry.
Subject: english

Right Now
Wearing: really big tshirt and nike shorts.
What color underpants: uhm:|
Drinking: nuthin
Thinking: lyrics of songs? heh
Talking to: nooo one. why isnt anyone talking to me
Listening to: iris-goo goo dolls

In The Last 24 Hours
Cried: probablyy. dont remember(:
Met someone new: yeaa
Cleaned your room: uhmm when do i ever =P
Drove a car: nopes

Do You Believe In
Yourself: sometimes(: most of the time i guess.
Santa Claus: ive seen him before lolx.mie physio looks like santa!
Tooth Fairy: 10 bucks(:
Ghosts: NO
Angels: duhh(:

Friends & Life
Do you believe in soul mates? yeaaaa
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? .
Who have you known the longest of your friends? laura.ohkaye that was kinda dumb.
Who's the loudest? su.and shin hui(:
Who's the weirdest? justin and his bizarre dreamms. acks.(: kidding
Who do you miss the most right now? you. (:
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say it again
say it
say the words i heard you whisper.

2005-04-18T17:48:00.000+08:00

i'm tripping on words,
you got my head spinning
i don't know where to go from here;

todayye's kinda tiring. and mie stupid phone inbox is so small i gotta keep on deleting =S i have a huuuge stack of workk to top it all off but overall mie day isnt so bad.cept kinda swingy like one minute i feel so high then the next i feel tired. and my tennis is so freaking screwed up. :| howhowhow.

are yah gonna be mine.

im trying to work on some animal farm thing noww.and soo many pt's due this week maybe i should try for an extension :|i dont really feel like blogging now cause i miss you.:|

2005-04-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

[x]superstressed.

i still havent finished doing filing yett. andand i think there's a test this week.english compo??AHHHH. ohnoohno.sigh. i didnt even get to playy tennis today well proper tennis. and the tan sister's are super funny(: hahas.

ughs.

i'm so tireed.

miss you,
want you,
need you so;

2005-04-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

surprise party. left to right-jiali,tessa, su,stef, me,diane,lauraa.
yayys. i have the pics. thanks hwee(: cept why werent justin and patrick and hwee and jia yi in da pic? wierd...lolx.

nothing much todayye. i hafta catch up on miee wurk:|

birthday galls

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2005-04-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

theres a big, furry dead spider in my bathroom. like ewww.
í'm tired.-yawnyawn-
and i still owe lotsof people testi's for friendster. :| yupps. last nite was boring at sicc mainly cause i forgot to bring my work. like how ~~forgetful~~ stupid is that? hummph. and i want a new fone.=S
superrbored now. i missed survivor last nite. but i know coby got voted off. heh.

shoutout[s].
hwee- you and me rocks right? it's soo super uber nice & sad at the same time. i listened to it like 12 times last nite(: cos its nice.lolx.i still owe u the testi.(: tell u more great songs yupps.

liying. you didnt watch again? ack. girl u'd better start watching cus its getting exciting. and sad.

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i love the australia advert on tv with delta goodrem singing i can sing a rainbow. its soooo pretty. the song and the backdrop and everything. í wanna go melbourne now =P we're in the interschools semis yayy. we're playyen nanyang i think. =S k im nervous alla sudden.

no-one's updating their bloggs): hummph.

i can sing a rainbow;

2005-04-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

yayy it's frii(: double happiness now. cept im not allowed to playy tennis ~~tonight~~ the rest of the week. i mean, what it is up with that??? hummph.): something just kinda ruined my double happiness.

one day we're gonna get so high;

i just realised there are lots of april babies i know(: tessa,jiali,me,laura,joanna,christopherooi[nurseryandkinder friend!!],jaymin,mabel,mie grandmother [same bdae as me!!] geeru and loads more i thinkk(: joanna may be taller than me but i'm two days older than her.(:

remember it was me and you;

allthe songs i'm listening to rawkk now. lol.omg everywhere by michelle branch rocks. its kinda old but still(:oh man. my tennis is gonna seriously be screwed up if and when i start playin again. hummph.

cause your'e everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes its you i see
your'e everything i know that makes me belive
im not alone
im not alone.

i rewatched the first miss congeniality todayye. cause i was uber bored(: the first one is nice. a little nicer than the second one but the second is funnier.the seconds relireli funny. the first has more plot tho(: but bytheway i lovelovelove las vegas. i stayyed near to treasure island last time(:heh.(: coach carter's out this weekend. thats what mie strength trainer said(:

and when i touch your hand
its then i understand
that beauty lurks within
it's now that we begin.

school restarts for mee this mondaye. so my "holiday" is over. sighsigh. well u gotta go back sometime(:my comp is soo infected with spyware, so many popups sighh. and the end of the oc last night was uber sad. sadderthan last week's. and the music rocks i want the mixx i think(: gotta do wurkk at sicc later...): as if hahaa.yesterday stef and justie came over yayys. just a random thought. for the "project". sicc training in an hour not for me though as i keep reminding myself):

i just remembered i havent been writing in my real journal in a loong time. which is kinda sad since i used to pour everything out everydayy. hahaa. maybe i'll write init again(: the last time i wrote in it was when i was dealing with ____________________ which seems so trivial now.sighs.[psst:secret!!]

hwee, i still owe you a friendster testi. it's so amazing we have exactly the same taste in music. i don't know anyone else who likes it's the way you make me feel by steps. the last time you were just naming and i was just squealing that they were my favvs. pass me the pictures yeaa?
eunice,i'vedecided i like it's beautiful by that guy too.it's the chase theme song rightt? it's soo nice((:
omg i just deleted a whole chunk of mie post.arrgh.

yayness im allowed to go for sicc dinner after. (: yayys.

cause i miss you too much;

tv showss.
i watched abit of chase last night cause i was bored. it's quite sweet(: ha ha. though i don't really understand it. but the oc was after!!(: and so was american idol. i can't believe nadia got voted out. scott should have gone.i meanm he's not very...uhm...nevermind. lol. don't wanna offend any scott fans. anyway i don't follow it religiously, or anything. the only shows i follow religiously now are desperate housewives and theoc. and survivor sometimes. eee!!! survivor's tonight!!!! and steph should totallytotally win. she deserves it. i mean 9 to 1 tribe. it must be scarryy.[marissa you think steph should totally win too, right??]she's better than the boys! heh.(:

love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime
and never let go till
we're gone;

that's from one of the most oldest songs everr. by celine dion. can ya guess?(: it's such a nice and sweet and meaningful line(: ok i hafta go off relireli soon. :|

dreaming of holidayying.

2005-04-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

todayyes a verybad day. sighss.

but hey, the oc's tonight. yayness(: when's the next interschools? [ihavenoidea]

short post todayye, i don't really have the timeandenergy to post besdies i have nothing to post about yupps. im not even allowed to g o o u t whenever anymore. sighs.

tuesday is minorly important(: stressed out stressed out. 3 freaking pt's. i hatehatehate pts. whats the point of pts anyway? hummph:| and a ton of uncompleted chinese wurk, but i guess it's my own fault. diane-hardworkingg gall. love ya -muackz- and take some work breaks k? you'll do fine for psle(:

i skipped sprotsfest and mass dance(: which isnt uhmm a shame causecause i never learned the mass dance heh. naughty right(: well i never hafta do it agaain.i hope. only seconners right?argh laura's being irritating.irritating hummph ok.

11moredaysright?(: yayys.if its the fifteenth of april todayye i mean.

omgomgomg.i'm getting a freaking lecture. like whatever. mie parents are so ugh sometimes ): well i know it already. hummph okaye wadeva. i don't feel like thinking bout stuff like that now.

(:

2005-04-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

put "X" next to what u have accomplished.
( ) snuck out of the house -it's not like i can anyway mie house is totally guarded(X) gotten lost in your city
( ) seen a shooting star
( ) had a serious surgery
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas- petrolstation loll(:
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
(X) been in a fist fight
( ) Had alcohol
(X) laughed and had milk,coke or water etc come out of your nose-ew but yeaa.
(X) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(X) been in love
(X) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(X) broken/fractured a bone-OUCH
( ) skinny-dipped
(X) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(X) saw a therapist/counsellor/psychologist
( ) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour- i hate milk
(X) bitten someone
(X) been to Disneyland
(X) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the same sex - my mom duhh
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi - uhmm yeaahs
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back.
( ) stolen something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend --:(
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras -uhmm wats this?
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
(X) had someone close/friend die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire-there was once i did but it wasnt purposely believe me.
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been snowboarding- it rawks!
( ) Met someone in person from the
internet
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college/ poly
( ) graduated college/ poly
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
( ) fired a gun
( ) purposely hurt yourself
(X) taken painkillers-MEDICATION.
(X) miss someone right now- (:

2005-04-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

cute song-

A you're adorable,
B you're so beautiful,
C you're so cute and full of charm.
D you're a darling,
E you're exciting,
F you're a feather in my arms.
G you're so good to me,
H you're so heavenly,
I you're the one i idolise.
J we're like jack and jill,
K you're so kissable,
L you're the lovelight in my eyes.
M, N, O, P, i could go on all day.
Q, R, S, T, alphabetically speaking, you're okay.
U make my life complete,
V means you're very sweet,
W, X, Y, Z.
its so fun to go through the alphabets with you,
to show you what you mean to me.

2005-04-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

cause even the impossible
is easy when we got each other;

[x]superr bored.
=P oh i forgot to say. lex is back. mie dear is baaack. needless to say i noe he wont wanna spend time with me): hummph. joking lol.but i think he would rather spend his time with friends?

sadness;

i'm totally sore.and blister-ed.justie good luck against hakim tmrw =P and laura too(: yay-ness.i'm sunburnt ARGH. again cause i playyed uber long todayye. and didnt put sunblock.:| mie own stupid fault?heh.(:

2005-04-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

i'm f l y i n g high(:

listening to soldier-destiny's child.
shoutoutime.

eunice-hii! your'e the nice and sweet gall i played during tk's match(: [see one of my posts beloww]haha. i added you under mie linksys khaye? hope you don't mind yupps.((: thanks for dropping by anyways.and i added you for freindster(:

hweelingg-coach carter is OUT? now?!?! hahaa. lets watchit, wat are we waiting for? yupps. laura wants a blogskin. that says it all((: eeks. hope your chinese is going well mie dear.(:

lauraa-oii.youre blogskin is new. though i dont think much effort was put into it. lolx kidding dear.

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yay today was the match against sac. i think we won 5-0 yupps.
match results
1st & 2nd singles--stef and ray both won love
doubles-jia and marrissa won love, kimberly and wanxin won one.
meee-won love.
yayy(: delicia was my umpire lol. biased heh.and i wasnt even hitting too hard cos i was kinda tiredd.

im in a partyy mood now.(:my tessa layered her hair. and she's sick with a high fever...so rest well and get better soon. you too patrick dear(:

mie shoulder was not taped up todaye. whee.and whats this i hear about me having to transfer french class?? nooo. i might as well quit french all together [hopeful lol]i seriously hope i can. french to me is like...uhmm a waste of time well not really.just that i don't have much time for french.
[o]missing you.
i so hope i can go for frii night training. anyway why shouldnt i be allowed to go. i wanna have dinner after that too(: like my mom will let me anyway. i hope she will it'll be a first.

iwanna watch coach carter(: or the wedding date it sounds nice. not samara i was onlyy jokin justie. samara would scare the living daylights outta mee. eeps. after i watch csi only usually i can't sleep normally for 2+ weeks. its scarryyy.

2005-04-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

desperation.

i just deleted a whole long rant post cos i think it's too inappropriate to put up here.

it's so freaking hard to get back up after youve fallen down.[notliterally]

2005-04-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

oohkhaye. i kinda rushed this skin change cos i can't really be bothered. i just dont like seeing the black skin thingy. ill edit the picture if i have more time(: not likely(: anyway its -o0- nice and white now. the pictue is so sweet. but i don't like mie layout=P

i don't have time to post now. but people update your blogs(:

2005-04-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

'to me
you are perfect
and miee wasted heart will loveyou
till the day i die.

2005-04-10T13:39:00.000+08:00

suprise.surprise.surprise.surprise.surpise.

yayy i love surprises(: i love presents too. and i love--

laura

diane

su

hwee

jiali

jiayi

stef

justin

patrick

tessa

for making yesterday soo uber special.thanks for all you planned and everything, how you planned so long. su your'e a great actress. heh. so what happened yesterday was that su invited us over to her house to play tennis. me, laura, diane and justin. then after about 5 minutes of playinng, she feigned stomach cramps and hobbled upstairs.lolx. then justin talked to hwee on the phone and said that su was crying and we should come up. so we made our way up, and rang the doorbell. then i heard hwee shout coming. then she threw the door open and then some people shouted SURPRISE.and everything in su's house was uber nicely decorated with happy birthday balloons and everything.and i didnt realise that the party was for me and laura. a surprise party. i'm super touched you guyys. stef was there too!!((: eeks. and jiali and yi came later. mie paddingtons. and then tessa and patrick came after their sicc game, (: and we surprised tessa too. it was super funn. i love miee presents hwee and su and diane(: and the cards too miee darlinngs.

me,stef,ray and su swam after we ate. and su just stuck the candles in the bdayye cake:P and i really appreciate the rouble everyone went thru to have the party(: yayy. group hug. and we watched charlie and the chocolate factory. [oompaloompa for jiali and jiayi!!!]the movie was okayye. su wanted to watchit, i wanted to see the loompas:P i pigged out super big time.

hwee-can i have the pictures you took?(:

and then you had to happen.

anyway, i love the balloon i brought home!!its pink and black and white.and very pretty.thanks again mie darlings for making the party such a mega-mega hit.and last night i stayed up smsing thanks. cos i really appreciateit(:

i l o v e y o u;

2005-04-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

happy birthday tessa and jiali!!!!

eeks luvyah galls loadds. like forever mann!

we beat tkgs -sorreehwee heh- 5-0 todaee. yayy. but i missed out on 10 dollars by one lousy game. oh wells! i'm feeling high now. yupps. and fridayye night training is tonight. frii night training is the best!

trials start next week;icanicanimustiwill.

cause it's you and me
and all of the people with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me
and all of the people
and i don't know why
i can't keep my eyes off of you;

shoutout time'

anne-hihihi ive yet to link yea. or have i alreadii? lolx mie memory sucks. yupps. thanks for coming by(:

rachel--eee!!!tutrle number two!! hehe. scary double eyelidded funky woman. i havent linked you yet either. but i will. see yah around yupps(:

hwee dearest--thanks for your support mie dear(: <3 yea loads too.and we thrashed yur school todayye yupps. the look on coach ____'s face. more bout that when i seeyah tmrw (: YAY.

see the stone set in your eyes
see the thorn twist in your side
i'll wait for you;

tessa and jiali i hope you like mie prezzie(: stef's a blur queen. heh. tell meee! eeks. we both missed out ten dollars. $$$. HAHA. heyy the gall i played todaye was nice and sweet(: just a random thought. and i slept for three hours. :|

the oc was sosososo sad last night. the soundtrack rawwks though. [for people who don't watch the oc you can tune out noww.] how can ryan dump marissa! after she dumped dj for him. and its so sad that summer wont take seth back. and when he nearly got hit by their car the music playing was nice. lol. (: i can't wait for next week's episode. and desperate housewives;

rawkks forever i dont-care-bout-those-people-who-hate-it. it rawwks. supersuper dramatic man. watchit!(:(:

yayy we're all going to su-and-hwee's place. tmrw!!!!to play tennis..and all of us. omg uber fun alert. heeh i'm stillstillstill hyperr.

this book i read, -life in the fat lane- is so sadd. i couldnt even finish reading it coz it was too sad. it's about this beauty queen who's beautiful and everything and she "has it all" but then she developed this illness, this syndrome that makes her gain weight like crazy. and she couldnt even do anything about it!): i know it sound bimbotic it isnt. it's about the syndrome. and she lost everything(!!!) her so called loyal friends, her boyfriend, her parent split up ad everything. hummph. and i still havent finished reading it yett. will soon(:

i don't feel like doin plyometrics and/or 1000 skips tonight. i just wanna playy tennis and see mie friends and then go to sleep(: and dream about. yupps.(:heh.

i playyed like crap todaye; but why ami complaining bout mie performance allthetime. i should be happy that i won, which i am. (:

i wanna go see coach carter(: you and me hwee. hahaa.this post isnt very long yet right?

i have a picture
pinned to my wall
an image of you and of me;

holdmenow by wayne wonder rawwks. its from 50 first dates. and it's so nice.you say i'm a dreamer, we're two of a kind; eeks. khayes. tired now allasudden. crapp i don't wanna be tired.

on to tessa, my darling's birthdayy. we ate at munchie monkey's. which is such a cute name. and i didnt sing the birthday song to you! eeps. khaye will tonight(:thanks for always being there for me. i ate too much pizza lolx. and stef couldnt get a cab. dudette. you ~~must~~ hafta tell me the trials draw asap khayes?

mushyy.

ok now always by atlantic starr rawwks. just has good taste in music:P 540pm noww. 1hr20minutes till trianing yayy i have so much more time. slackking week next week. in studies that is.and stef dear, you wont get a teacher booking. next time just dont write science sucks all over your worksheet(: lol. yayy mie tesstess likes the prezzies(: yayy. tester loll. how can shaofang call tessa tester?! (:

2005-04-07T18:17:00.000+08:00

i'm lost without you.

eeks. i have tennis soon(: yayy. haha we beat stc 5-0 yesterdayy? and it started raining heavy

happy birthday jiali <3-ing you forever(:

and happy brithday to tess in advance(: eeks we're all aprilbabies arent we.

and remember, i'm here for you anytime,anywhere.

2005-04-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

feeling l o n e l y and abandoned

i'm alright without you

but i think i've already lost you;

2005-04-05T17:11:00.000+08:00

im super frustrated and all. its just so frustrating when i can't improve it's also super crapp. even when i win my matches and all. it doesn't mean anything. okok and i also feel super depressed after reading marissa's entry.lol sorry dear but you made me depressed. im injured and it's so crap. i feel like i'm running out of time too. how. howhowhow.i have to improve and im just....not. it's like im stuck in a rut. its so AAARGH. i wanna scream and all. i know i can be better i know it. it's just not coming. which makes me wanna scream again. eeks.

why is mie stupid shoulder taking so long to heal? i cant even serve which is so frustrating. and my technique is changing too so i keep ~~bashing~~ popping all the balls out.my technique sucks. i cant even play tennis everyday which is even more annoying loll. which is kinda wierd cos i never used to play soo much. sighsigh. its just super depressing. and i'm running out of time. i can't even whack the ball in.

ok lets divert. shout-out time.

tessa and jiali---mie darlinggs! HAPPY THIRTEENTH! *jiali on the 6th and tessa on the 8th. hmph not fairr. you guys are only a few weeks older than me khaye.hummph. kidding dearies. i love ya guyys.(: you guyys are fab.

lexx---dear! your'e FINALLY coming back. can hardly wait to seeyah again(: your'probably still taller than me.

marissa--oiii. don't quit tennis. you'll be missed. ):

every day's a new day.

okaye its dinner now. interuppting mie supposedly long post.:(

[edit] okayy i'm back. and i just finished a supersuper quick dinner in about 2 minutes. sighh. should i go back to depressed-low selfconfidence mood yett. i havent really finished mie wurkk yet either. and my tennis is, how shall i put this, stangnant and even wahid said i played like crap against chij tp. which is not something he normally says. oh wells. why do i whack every ball out? humphh.

my supersuperlowconfidence is something i really hafta work on isnt it. =P well duhh. sigh i did quite badly for math too at least i didn't fail. at least. and lit i did okaye english not so okaye. haaahaaa.

the pope died todayy. supersad. ): i think the vatican city is co-ol though...i rwead aboutit in angels and demons. and i think i forgot the story line just like i've completely forgottwen harrypooter and the goblet of fire's storyline. i've also forgotten the davinci code's storyline. well im hopeless at remembering storylines cept for harrypotter's fifth book, remember tess and laura? *cue snigger*

i still owe---->marissa and wanxin testimonials. and tessa too since it's her bdae(: i already wrote jiali one. (: mie mom's watching some kumar show now...i can hear her laughing. lol. and mie nike shoes are almostalmostalmost worn out. eeks. i want adidas shoes now=P

wow. ghostofyouandme by bbmak rawkks thanks hwee darlingg(: i have hwee and justin to thank for intro-ing me to all the great songss. yeah just, i'm still madly in love with high. it's even better than always contrary to what you think(: i'll never getsick of high.heehee.

watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow...

the humidity todayye is fantastic and absolutely killing me good thing i stayed indoors the whole dayy. april fool's day.hmmm our class didn't do anything [sad] but our science teacher mrslee said sth like our test was postponed and got our hopes up. kinda lame but still(: i DIDNT want to do that science test. and i still havent gotten back mie french test yet. not like i wantto. im missing lots of french cause of inter-schools eeks. so might as well quit noww right?haaa. joking.

omgomgomg PHEW. i almost ALMOST deleted this post. and this post is extraEXTRA long sooo how stupid ofme right. lol. i guess i'm just poped. [don't ask what that means, stef cameupwithit(:] -yayy- we get a holiday soon.olevel holiday! im kinda bordering on despreation for my shoulder to heal. i mean how freaking long does it take?sighsigh.

combined schools todayye was played on grass. which was cool but ~~kinda~~ very wierd.all ill say is i SO prefer hardcourts(: i also cant believe i havent watched the oc yet. i missedit on thursday. and i wanted to kick myself, too. oh well. i'll never miss desperate housewives(: and i have the first season of theoc yet i havent watched it. eeks. no time i suppose.):

i never meant to fall in love with you;

this post has taken, like an hour to type? and mie internet is screwed up now. as in it keeps going -wireless connection unavailable- ARGH. so freakin stupidd hmphh.

justin--YOUR MOTHER KNOWS WATS BEST FOR YOU. :| and i WANT that stupid song program you have.=P

history pt is due soon they only gave us three weeks to do. how stupid is that?!?!i havent even started; im supersuper screwed.oiii mie internet connection just went off again. i'm super pissed at it now. eeks. okay nevermind it's no ones fault.

lol i cant wait for dear lex's homecoming. and for our next interschoolon wednesdayy...hopefully i can whack and it'll go IN.its soo irritating i tell you.

there yay. i feel kinda depressed cos there's school tml...oh well. there'll alway be school much as i hate it(: haaaha i'm chatting to mie mom on msn. it's soo cute. and kinda wierd(:

chijtp match--guyys im uber proud of yah. (: whether we won or lost doesnt matter. chijtp are lobbers remember. haaaha. you can go to marissa's blog for the whole summary (: but it might be the depressing version lolx. we're still gonna go allthewayto the semis yepps(: i want more $10 too lol. joking. i won't broke wahid.

cause we are gonna be, forever you and me
always keep me flying high in the sky of love;

there's a superlong update, as promised(:

2005-04-03T01:55:00.000+08:00

omg. some wierd post appeared here. eeks. like someone ELSE's post from someone else's blog. sth about barbie's? it's com studies now. heehee(: i'm a naughty girl.